Saturday, February 24, 2007

please no pix


Today is Saturday, Feb. 24, the 55Th day of 2007 with 310 to follow. The moon is waxing. The morning stars are Mercury, Mars, Neptune and Jupiter. The evening stars are Venus, Saturn and Uranus.


OK did you get all that, what a day. Layed in bed till 11 got up and said should i get up now no so went back to bed till 1pm then i got up OK what a day. So i am still really trying to look at life as really good and the people in it. sometimes it is hard to see the good in all and i try. Like my sister M she is a good sole but she could be a bad vibe sometimes so i will watch out for her and my sister h she is a good sole and a good person all in one. so that is that. . you can never now what is out there in life its self. you can only pray to god you do the right thing. I am a good old sole too. well live life love me and your self...

Friday, February 23, 2007

this is aviory


Teach me to follow your laws

Teach me your decrees, O Lord;
I will keep them to the end.

Give me understanding and
I will obey your instructions;
I will put them into practice with all my heart.

Make me walk along the path of your commands,
for that is where my happiness is found.

Give me an eagerness for your laws
rather than a love for money!

Turn my eyes from worthless things,
and give me life through your word.

Reassure me of your promise,
made to those who fear you.

Help me abandon my shameful ways;
for your regulations are good.

I long to obey your commandments!
Renew my life with your goodness.

Psalm 119:33

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

This Is Jackson


ok this is jackson my brother in laws bird so cute.
he has 21 birds now he takes them in and gets them back to health and then people come and take them home. he is so good at it.

well i have been sick and not on line . I got the tb test to start work and i got sick from it and still feel sick so i will not do much tonight but sleep. well that is all for now talk later love, live, life

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Meditation 2/11 - 2/17: Rms 8:5-9 CEV
Be Spiritually Minded

People who are ruled by their desires think only of themselves. Everyone who is ruled by the Holy Spirit thinks about spiritual things. If our minds are ruled by our desires, we will die. But if our minds are ruled by the Spirit, we will have life and peace. Our desires fight against God, because they do not and cannot obey God's laws. If we follow our desires, we cannot please God.

You are no longer ruled by your desires, but by God's Spirit, who lives in you. People who don't have the Spirit of Christ in them don't belong to him.

Romans 8:5-9 CEV

look look

the snow is so high it is scarry. well the man came to do the snow on the roof and but all the snow on my front porch what a ???l.../ he pissed me off. I went shopping when i came home it was all over and i had to go through the snow to get in the house . Well i have a new job and i start on monday. The kids are off school so i have to get someone to watch the kids all week. I was going to go and visit someone but now i can not go. work calls i have to go so back into the real world i go. wish me luck. ok that is all for today have to go and yell at the man on the roof. love, live

Monday, February 12, 2007

lots of snow ya ya


Be Spiritually Minded

Those who live according to the sinful nature have their minds set on what that nature desires; but those who live in accordance with the Spirit have their minds set on what the Spirit desires. The mind of sinful man is death, but the mind controlled by the Spirit is life and peace; the sinful mind is hostile to God. It does not submit to God's law, nor can it do so. Those controlled by the sinful nature cannot please God.

You, however, are controlled not by the sinful nature but by the Spirit, if the Spirit of God lives in you. And if anyone does not have the Spirit of Christ, he does not belong to Christ.

Romans 8:5-9 NIV


I always like this verse not much to say today so live life love your self and be happy..

Wednesday, February 7, 2007

sid and ruth


OK this is a pic of my godson and his girlfriend she is so nice to him . He is like a big kid with a new toy..well life is good getting ready to go to my moms 80Th birthday this Friday so i have to make food tomorrow and get the kids all ready to go and pack the car and off i go. she is going to be so surprised to see all her kids . My sister lives in Florida and she is going to be there with her family and all 8 kids of my moms is going to be there and husbands and wife's but my son Andy will not be there and my brothers doughtier she just had a baby. well that is all for now live life and love your self and someone else..

Tuesday, February 6, 2007

snow time


the snow is here ya no. stop that snow send it to someone else not me.i moved to ny not to get all this snow. When i lived in MN we didnt get all this snow . well today was a good day the kids went out to play in the snow and it was nice to see them have so much fun. when we lived in mn could not go out to long and play in the snow it was to cold. the snow was a dryer snow not wet. well that is that have a love in your life and live life

Monday, February 5, 2007


looking at a home on this spot on long island maybe we will get the house it is a 4 bed room right on the ocian cool..

new home

well, today is a ...... day it is cold and snowing like crazzy . Ok my sister helen is my best sister ever and she is the only one that i could count on. but just but I have one you know. lol. I dont feel really closs to my family and i can not help it and if i hurt anyone on the way i am sorry but sometimes i feel like i am all alone and dont have anyone to talk to. I know everyone works and have things to do but have a pitty party for me..lol I am not the same person i was when i was years ago i have changed and sometimes family doesnt look at that and they say stuppit shit and it gets me. i am just going on like a little school girl and i dont know that anyone cares but i can it is my blog and i can..I really love my sister and her boyfriend He is really a nice man and takes good care of my sister and would do anything for her and my family. so I do love him for that. My brother j is really a good man too.
my older sister f i really dont know and my brother m is ok everyone talkes about him but i love him. my brother r is very into him self and his wife and kids.
my sister a is ok and i love her . my sister m is strange sometimes but i love her too. and the best for last my sister h she is my best friend. I can talk to her and she would lession.so i love her too. well my husband went back to the city today and now i am here with the kids no school today the weather is to cold and school was not open today. so live life and love your self and the one your with..

Saturday, February 3, 2007

jessy looking good

well my husband is home and going back to the city in 2 days i can not wait to have my bed back it is so nice to have him home . But it will be nice when he is not home i can come and go as i please and do what ever i want too. We went to my sons collage 2 days ago and had a good time . IT has been snowing and i hate that. The good thing is i am going to go to MN soon on the 19Th of Feb till the 25Th me and my son Michael we are going to take the train and see a lot of people i know so that is going to be really cool my friends are looking forward to seeing me so that is really nice and i will have a lot of places to stay not like when i go to my family's homes it is not like it use to be when i was not living here . Lots of them have room for me and my kids and only really one sister i could go and stay with.put it is still hard to stay there because she lives with a man that needs his time to do his things and doesn't want to be tied down to watching his girl friends family.
I know where he is coming from. The moon or someplace.. lol
I just cant wait to move to long island and be by my self and start making more friends and that will be really nice . I have some friends there already but i love to have lots so i will work on that soon as i get there. i was going to move to where my family is but i think it would be like pulling teeth if i need something or some help it is really sad that i feel that way. sometimes i wish i still lived in MN the friends i have there are really like family to me. When my son got sick at night and i would have to go to the hospital my friend would come over in the middle of the night for me and take care of the kids and i don't know if my family would do that for me . They all have there own lives and i would feel like i am asking to much of them. so that is that. live life and love your self....and me..